i can make history

i can be a scientist i think.

my instincts are so accurate, my power's so great,
i cleared away all my music files in my laptop,
i cleared away almost all the photos in my fone,
i found my 30-buck carnival tickets one week after the carnival has ended,
i lost 4 erasers within a month,
i fell down just now.

i believe i can make history soon.
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anyhoo, i've been spending my time so meaningfully these two days.
half a day was used on lying on my bed yesterday..
then i went out for dinner and movie looking like an auntie in the evening.

i went hme and started watching videos, till 6 am this morning!
hehe.
then i woke up at 2 pm.
play game until 4 pm.
cook noodle and sit down here to show off my achievement!

im so lucky. HOLS' HERRRRRRRE!

silence.

will anyone notice when i shut myself out of the this hot noisy world?

THE night's still, so's my mobile.
suppose to study,
ended up didnt write a word.

im so so bored,
i wanna go out.
but im broke.
still gotta save,
all for the sake of my own enterprise.
lol.

Where you'd go..
i miss you so...

hectic

get out of bed.
go to school.
work like mad.
go home.
sleep.
get out of bed...



i think im going crazy.


i've got inspirations... (=

sunday

i dreamt about you last night, prolly when you're serving some hot lady who looks at you like a little kid staring at a huge lump of chocolate ice cream with some fancy cocktail~ hahah.
im not going to tell you what it is about. (=
just got up, whole body achin. so glad im going to have my day with you today... YEAH!!!
seems like the last we spent a long day together was like.....
when the dodo bird learned how to walk,
imhappy~

take a step back,

and look.

photos

,

pout*pout*pout.

woo~ self-declared holiday today!!

no la...

not that im lazy la. i know what you ppl always think abt me lor..

i was so so so tired last night..

had a vigorous training after school..

ended a lil after seven.

then i went for dinner, and i went straight home.

really really very tired lor. that's why i didnt go school today =)

anyway econ's test postponed...so pictures... OUT!

the day

the day was fan-tas-tic.......

never had a greater day..

I HAVE THE GREATEST FRIENDS IN THE WHOLE-WIDE-WORLD.

*SMILING LIKE IDIOT*

photos will be up soon..

3 days gone, im still in my birthday mood.

i have the coolest bf ever.

lol.

dinner at swensen's - 16 PEEPS!!

gossiped~

pictures-=)

got drunked. AH-DAM

choc-ed my chest- lamzexuan

got critiscised for wearing too striking red dress =) - dicky,darren,sebas~

cake-ed on my face. AH-DAM

humonguos new best friend- TWEETY- darren & sing

got criticised for wearing too striking red dress- and walking around with a huge chicken wing on my fork -.- HAHAHA. EVERYONE -.-

perfume. yazid & rachel

angbao(S) -Justin, mommy, daddy

funky flowery top- made to wear it over my dress at swensens. zexuan,sebas

-FREAKY EMBARRASSING I TELL YOU. what to do. i have the coolest bff. =)

homemade birthday card. steph & dan

night's stay at this really cool place =) AH-DAM

soft toy with AH-DAM's funny face - chanel & fikri

a wonderful, unforgettable birthday.

with 16 f.riends- including tweety..

so many well wishes..

a whole swelling heart of love.

aint i a lucky girl?

thank you everyone.

i cant express my thankfulness, to have each and everyone of you here.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

YOU HUNG UP ON ME =(

ATTENTION PLEASE.

ONCE AGAIN.


PLEASE GO TO MY ARCHIVE.
"greedy wish list."

AND POSTS AFTER IT.

i've given some hints **

MAYDAY'S RIGHT AT THE CORRRRRNER....!

so so glad,
needed you guys.
didnt realize it,
but sometimes thats what friends are for.

thank you so much.
im still thinking abt it.

i've never denied the truth of something so much before.
guess there's always a first time for everything.
not exactly a good thing.


trying to do the right thing,
the best i can.
no excuses,
you're right.

unfair.
cant be more right.


you know i wouldnt do it just to hurt anyone.
i wanna be happy too.
but im just a coward, protect myself,
i knew it was wrong.
still i went ahead with it.

i'll do my best to make it right again.

things are going downturn.
pretty bad time for it though.

self scrutinism

unfair.


right into vacuum.
twirling in a washing machine.

i havent seen you smile for almost 3 days already.
i know you're having a pretty bad time now,
i know im not any help to you at all.


im sorry.


please rest well.
and take your time ok?

dont worry about me,
im a big girl already.

greedy wishlist part 2

i want this two jumpers.

mind you, not the kidsize though.

=)

add it into my birthday list!

you were. and you are still wrong.
i didnt bounce back at all.
maybe im wrong abt it too.

im still where i was.
waiting for a miracle to happen.

im moving on.

im moving on.

i wish that i can help.

but i can only give u few words of comfort- if thats what it is.

im really really sorry.

and i know its not easy.

but dont worry, really.

he's there, he'll help us.

if there's anyone we can trust & depend on,
its him.

god can do wonders, and will, for us..

i wish that i can help.

but i can only give u few words of comfort- if thats what it is.

im really really sorry.

and i know its not easy.

but dont worry, really.

he's there, he'll help us.

if there's anyone we can trust & depend on,
its him.

god can do wonders, and will, for us..

such a long heavy day it had been..



physics tutorial & assignment, mtl pw, math assignment, econs..
gotta study geo, im like one whole chapter behind?
and i still intend to do my econs chapter layout...
which seems so far away...

im enjoying every minute of it.

school's just started
i guess you need ample time to adapt to it
like i am still trying to adapt to the momentum of school.

feels like you're not really there anymore,
maybe thats how exactly you felt when i started school.

i guess you need time and space.
im just being a baby right?

no hard feelings really.

guess you're out with the boys tonight..
hope that you enjoy yourself,
you've been too busy for them.
...................................................................................................................................................................

im really happy in school.
classmates are like SUPERB =D

school's happening...!

MI MART, CARNIVAL

cant wait....
though all these represents...
work woRK and WORK..

haha.

ps. i wrapped ili's boyfriend up with jocelyn's curtain-wedding-gown.
looks just like a bride's maid =D

such a long heavy day it had been..



physics tutorial & assignment, mtl pw, math assignment, econs..
gotta study geo, im like one whole chapter behind?
and i still intend to do my econs chapter layout...
which seems so far away...

im enjoying every minute of it.

school's just started
i guess you need ample time to adapt to it
like i am still trying to adapt to the momentum of school.

feels like you're not really there anymore,
maybe thats how exactly you felt when i started school.

i guess you need time and space.
im just being a baby right?

no hard feelings really.

guess you're out with the boys tonight..
hope that you enjoy yourself,
you've been too busy for them.
...................................................................................................................................................................

im really happy in school.
classmates are like SUPERB =D

school's happening...!

MI MART, CARNIVAL

cant wait....
though all these represents...
work woRK and WORK..

haha.

ps. i wrapped ili's boyfriend up with jocelyn's curtain-wedding-gown.
looks just like a bride's maid =D

boys, if he can do it, why cant you?

boys, if he can do it, why cant you?

imagine

if monkeys were like this, i would have a million of monkeys at home.

now.. who would find being called a monkey an insult?

imagine

if monkeys were like this, i would have a million of monkeys at home.

now.. who would find being called a monkey an insult?

greedy wishlist.

i think MAY DAY's coming.
i heard that my birthday's coming soon too...

=)

Dark blue converse high cut sneakers.
-forgiveness.
gladiator-brown.
-understanding.
white lycra tee.
-patience.
Eraser.
-trust.
topman gray shoes.
-sincerity.
wallet.
-haircut.
white skirt.
-care.
watch-thin brown straps,small clock.
-love.
David cook album.
-chance.
flipflops,black.



im a size 5/6 or 35/36,
xs/s, 24/25.

=)

greedy wishlist.

i think MAY DAY's coming.
i heard that my birthday's coming soon too...

=)

Dark blue converse high cut sneakers.
-forgiveness.
gladiator-brown.
-understanding.
white lycra tee.
-patience.
Eraser.
-trust.
topman gray shoes.
-sincerity.
wallet.
-haircut.
white skirt.
-care.
watch-thin brown straps,small clock.
-love.
David cook album.
-chance.
flipflops,black.



im a size 5/6 or 35/36,
xs/s, 24/25.

=)

beep

phone bill.

CALLING out to you...
im cuter than old women.
remember that..
dont drink so much okay?
bad for health..
im worried that you might fall sick..


hope you're happy, well and safe.
hope you're missing me like hell,
becos i am=)

you're my cutest boy.

beep

phone bill.

CALLING out to you...
im cuter than old women.
remember that..
dont drink so much okay?
bad for health..
im worried that you might fall sick..


hope you're happy, well and safe.
hope you're missing me like hell,
becos i am=)

you're my cutest boy.

thursday

so much so much work to do..
GP to restructure, physics to revise, mathe to learn, geo to study..

i've been so exhausted,
TGIF.. especially gd friday.

had an extremely long day.
had lessons, bad pe..
physics test..
and i went out with s6 girls to popeyes!

javier came along too.
im acknowledging his presence as a guy right now.

we had so much fun,
and nonsense.
took lots of photo today.. !!
haha.not like me.
and was extremely high and active.
you can ask any of them.

iTELLyou:

-ILI WAS RAPED BY A TOILET MONSTER.

-my shoe bag was thrown around,
like a ball.

-stephanie's camera can vibrate.

-i look like a cat.

-aisha likes me.

-ya ling's afraid of me, she thinks i like her.

-javier's afraid of girls. [HAR?!]

hee.


YAN, thank you for being there for me today.
you wont know how much it meant to me,
for that round you ran with me.
thank you for being there..
im so glad to have a friend like you.

count on me if you ever need help.

i'll post up the photos after stephanie sends it to me.

omg. im so tired.
going to sleep..