so so glad,
needed you guys.
didnt realize it,
but sometimes thats what friends are for.

thank you so much.
im still thinking abt it.

i've never denied the truth of something so much before.
guess there's always a first time for everything.
not exactly a good thing.


trying to do the right thing,
the best i can.
no excuses,
you're right.

unfair.
cant be more right.


you know i wouldnt do it just to hurt anyone.
i wanna be happy too.
but im just a coward, protect myself,
i knew it was wrong.
still i went ahead with it.

i'll do my best to make it right again.

things are going downturn.
pretty bad time for it though.