Wednesday, April 29, 2009

YOU HUNG UP ON ME =(

Sunday, April 26, 2009

ATTENTION PLEASE.

ONCE AGAIN.


PLEASE GO TO MY ARCHIVE.
"greedy wish list."

AND POSTS AFTER IT.

i've given some hints **

MAYDAY'S RIGHT AT THE CORRRRRNER....!
so so glad,
needed you guys.
didnt realize it,
but sometimes thats what friends are for.

thank you so much.
im still thinking abt it.

i've never denied the truth of something so much before.
guess there's always a first time for everything.
not exactly a good thing.


trying to do the right thing,
the best i can.
no excuses,
you're right.

unfair.
cant be more right.


you know i wouldnt do it just to hurt anyone.
i wanna be happy too.
but im just a coward, protect myself,
i knew it was wrong.
still i went ahead with it.

i'll do my best to make it right again.

things are going downturn.
pretty bad time for it though.

self scrutinism

unfair.


right into vacuum.
twirling in a washing machine.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

i havent seen you smile for almost 3 days already.
i know you're having a pretty bad time now,
i know im not any help to you at all.


im sorry.


please rest well.
and take your time ok?

dont worry about me,
im a big girl already.

greedy wishlist part 2




i want this two jumpers.
mind you, not the kidsize though.
=)
add it into my birthday list!
you were. and you are still wrong.
i didnt bounce back at all.
maybe im wrong abt it too.

im still where i was.
waiting for a miracle to happen.

Monday, April 20, 2009

im moving on.
im moving on.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

i wish that i can help.

but i can only give u few words of comfort- if thats what it is.

im really really sorry.

and i know its not easy.

but dont worry, really.

he's there, he'll help us.

if there's anyone we can trust & depend on,
its him.

god can do wonders, and will, for us..
i wish that i can help.

but i can only give u few words of comfort- if thats what it is.

im really really sorry.

and i know its not easy.

but dont worry, really.

he's there, he'll help us.

if there's anyone we can trust & depend on,
its him.

god can do wonders, and will, for us..

Friday, April 17, 2009




such a long heavy day it had been..



physics tutorial & assignment, mtl pw, math assignment, econs..
gotta study geo, im like one whole chapter behind?
and i still intend to do my econs chapter layout...
which seems so far away...



im enjoying every minute of it.



school's just started
i guess you need ample time to adapt to it
like i am still trying to adapt to the momentum of school.



feels like you're not really there anymore,
maybe thats how exactly you felt when i started school.

i guess you need time and space.
im just being a baby right?

no hard feelings really.


guess you're out with the boys tonight..
hope that you enjoy yourself,
you've been too busy for them.
...................................................................................................................................................................

im really happy in school.
classmates are like SUPERB =D
school's happening...!


MI MART, CARNIVAL


cant wait....
though all these represents...
work woRK and WORK..


haha.

ps. i wrapped ili's boyfriend up with jocelyn's curtain-wedding-gown.
looks just like a bride's maid =D



such a long heavy day it had been..



physics tutorial & assignment, mtl pw, math assignment, econs..
gotta study geo, im like one whole chapter behind?
and i still intend to do my econs chapter layout...
which seems so far away...



im enjoying every minute of it.



school's just started
i guess you need ample time to adapt to it
like i am still trying to adapt to the momentum of school.



feels like you're not really there anymore,
maybe thats how exactly you felt when i started school.

i guess you need time and space.
im just being a baby right?

no hard feelings really.


guess you're out with the boys tonight..
hope that you enjoy yourself,
you've been too busy for them.
...................................................................................................................................................................

im really happy in school.
classmates are like SUPERB =D
school's happening...!


MI MART, CARNIVAL


cant wait....
though all these represents...
work woRK and WORK..


haha.

ps. i wrapped ili's boyfriend up with jocelyn's curtain-wedding-gown.
looks just like a bride's maid =D
boys, if he can do it, why cant you?
boys, if he can do it, why cant you?

Thursday, April 16, 2009

imagine


if monkeys were like this, i would have a million of monkeys at home.
now.. who would find being called a monkey an insult?

imagine


if monkeys were like this, i would have a million of monkeys at home.
now.. who would find being called a monkey an insult?

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

greedy wishlist.

i think MAY DAY's coming.
i heard that my birthday's coming soon too...

=)

Dark blue converse high cut sneakers.
-forgiveness.
gladiator-brown.
-understanding.
white lycra tee.
-patience.
Eraser.
-trust.
topman gray shoes.
-sincerity.
wallet.
-haircut.
white skirt.
-care.
watch-thin brown straps,small clock.
-love.
David cook album.
-chance.
flipflops,black.



im a size 5/6 or 35/36,
xs/s, 24/25.

=)

greedy wishlist.

i think MAY DAY's coming.
i heard that my birthday's coming soon too...

=)

Dark blue converse high cut sneakers.
-forgiveness.
gladiator-brown.
-understanding.
white lycra tee.
-patience.
Eraser.
-trust.
topman gray shoes.
-sincerity.
wallet.
-haircut.
white skirt.
-care.
watch-thin brown straps,small clock.
-love.
David cook album.
-chance.
flipflops,black.



im a size 5/6 or 35/36,
xs/s, 24/25.

=)

Friday, April 10, 2009

beep

phone bill.

CALLING out to you...
im cuter than old women.
remember that..
dont drink so much okay?
bad for health..
im worried that you might fall sick..


hope you're happy, well and safe.
hope you're missing me like hell,
becos i am=)

you're my cutest boy.

beep

phone bill.

CALLING out to you...
im cuter than old women.
remember that..
dont drink so much okay?
bad for health..
im worried that you might fall sick..


hope you're happy, well and safe.
hope you're missing me like hell,
becos i am=)

you're my cutest boy.

thursday

so much so much work to do..
GP to restructure, physics to revise, mathe to learn, geo to study..

i've been so exhausted,
TGIF.. especially gd friday.

had an extremely long day.
had lessons, bad pe..
physics test..
and i went out with s6 girls to popeyes!

javier came along too.
im acknowledging his presence as a guy right now.

we had so much fun,
and nonsense.
took lots of photo today.. !!
haha.not like me.
and was extremely high and active.
you can ask any of them.

iTELLyou:

-ILI WAS RAPED BY A TOILET MONSTER.

-my shoe bag was thrown around,
like a ball.

-stephanie's camera can vibrate.

-i look like a cat.

-aisha likes me.

-ya ling's afraid of me, she thinks i like her.

-javier's afraid of girls. [HAR?!]

hee.


YAN, thank you for being there for me today.
you wont know how much it meant to me,
for that round you ran with me.
thank you for being there..
im so glad to have a friend like you.

count on me if you ever need help.

i'll post up the photos after stephanie sends it to me.

omg. im so tired.
going to sleep..

thursday

so much so much work to do..
GP to restructure, physics to revise, mathe to learn, geo to study..

i've been so exhausted,
TGIF.. especially gd friday.

had an extremely long day.
had lessons, bad pe..
physics test..
and i went out with s6 girls to popeyes!

javier came along too.
im acknowledging his presence as a guy right now.

we had so much fun,
and nonsense.
took lots of photo today.. !!
haha.not like me.
and was extremely high and active.
you can ask any of them.

iTELLyou:

-ILI WAS RAPED BY A TOILET MONSTER.

-my shoe bag was thrown around,
like a ball.

-stephanie's camera can vibrate.

-i look like a cat.

-aisha likes me.

-ya ling's afraid of me, she thinks i like her.

-javier's afraid of girls. [HAR?!]

hee.


YAN, thank you for being there for me today.
you wont know how much it meant to me,
for that round you ran with me.
thank you for being there..
im so glad to have a friend like you.

count on me if you ever need help.

i'll post up the photos after stephanie sends it to me.

omg. im so tired.
going to sleep..

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

bothered

apple's at work now.
i seem to be easily irritated recently,
no idea why.
im sorry if i'd hurt you or offend you.

i just need more time, and less work.

bothered

apple's at work now.
i seem to be easily irritated recently,
no idea why.
im sorry if i'd hurt you or offend you.

i just need more time, and less work.

bother

i just feel bothered.

plenty plenty of school work today. and im so tired,
should i just to to bed,
or bury my head in piles to work?
it wouldnt get me any work done will it?

maybe i should just go sleep.

bother

i just feel bothered.

plenty plenty of school work today. and im so tired,
should i just to to bed,
or bury my head in piles to work?
it wouldnt get me any work done will it?

maybe i should just go sleep.

bother

i am going to forget about you.
i promise myself this.

bother

i am going to forget about you.
i promise myself this.