happy

Im posting again! whoopee..haha. im kinda happy.. -im sure nobody can miss it.
Just finished my physics paper. whoopee!
It was kinda neat, well actually i was predicting that it would be difficult cos chem was definitely off my expectation.
And then..
it was really really easy!

I did study very very hard.tml's math pp02,
Im actually excited waiting for it.


This is my last year in secondary school, (i definitely need not another year =] )
and somehow somewhere inside me i still feel that Fadzli is the sexiest thing ever to walk the Earth. Seriously. He's HAWT! He's a good boyfriend too! He is just IRRESISTABLE~ even with his globe-like tummy! I love him so much!
He interupted my sentence, He typed it.

Anyway as i was saying, i just felt like i gotta stand up and run, you know run towards my dream like on a highway..
towards the life that my almost 18yrs of life has been crooning over.
Im actually trying to work my ass off.. haha. im aiming for a good sum of savings during this holiday.
i wanna ba able to play piano, go scuba diving (YEAH!!!) and buy a LV wallet, be more responsible for my own life, learn the art of fairness and.....
I wont be able to type everything out. I guess its understood abt what i really want, right?

During this period of time i didnt blog, many many small things happened, those really minor incidents and eventually i thought abt even many many more things.
Hah, am i getting to be like an old woman?
thinking too much.

I GUESS I AM HAPPY.

You hear all kinds of ppl complaining abt all kinds of things everyday.
No, i am not going to be one of them. I have beautiful friends around me, im not talking abt their looks.
They laugh with me, they care.They stand by me, give me tissue when i cry.
Some study with me during exams time, even boyfriends stick along. haha
They pick up my calls even if its 1 am, and listen to me whine.
Even when some of them cant be with me because of ns or different sch, they dont forget to call me.

And I've got him.
I'M SORRY FOR THE TIMES I'VE BEEN A BRAT, I LOVE YOU.
Thank you for always going along when i talk crazy, thank you for saying stupid things when im mad. i love you, for the times u disappoint me by telling me u cant meet me.But popping up later just to surprise me, i love you.
We had so much to go thru, so much to fight over and so many to laugh abt.
I thank god for you,
For most precious 3 yrs, and more to come.

My family is there, no matter what happens. And i'll always be there for them. I am no longer the same person i know the last time i see myself.
I wont cry anymore ,even if i do i'll cry because I'm touched.

here i am. I think i've just found myself.