the shift. the end.

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HI all, i've moved.

this blog will remain, as my memory and as my living proof of what i have and gone through.

what will come eventually will definitely be better.

move

We've moved.

the chocolate fudge muffin with pink icing.

you're so pretty in my eyes, becos of who you are.

its just so.. surreal?

soon i'll stop asking - " you really do like me?"

becos im starting to believe.

to you, its a dream.

to me, its an unbeliveable fantasy.

glee.

i need someone to hold on to.

the last word

i have enough of it.

that's my last word.

im happy

oh yeah..

new red laptop,

red walls,

floor rugs,

pretty comfy squishy quilt,

new room arrangements,

relaxing sentosa trip

wonderful stay-overs,

new job,

great books,

cool speakers,

and plenty of dreams.

and he's always there for me, with my best best gfs-

what can be better than this?

independence is when you know the time to rely on someone else.

pain

sometimes its just so difficult to breathe.

im starting to see the different shades of life right now.

the kind you experience when you feel all grey out,

the kind that shocks you when the brightness blinds you.

and the piercing redness of pain you feel when u get hurt feeling all hurt and devastated.

and you cant make it out if its the thin strand of hope you are hanging on by the sense of helplessness,

or if you are just falling through the darkess.

when you are young,

you just wanna grow up quickly.

to learn to understand things that you didnt understand,

to know things that you didnt know,

to do things that you werent allowed to do,

and to be responsible of yourself.

now that you have grown up,

you just wish that you were that young,

dont why to understand why things are the way they are.

to know about some things that you wish they werent,

to do things that you dread to do,

and to be totally responsible of yourself.

the world is cruel and cold.

hey you.

sing me a love song.

slow slow move

been working everyday..

even right now.
no sales call. but im feeling so damn lethargic!

ending work soon, meeting irving!
his celebration's at east coast, but he'll come and pick me up first he says,

so nice of him =)

steph and danial will go too.

i really hope shing and darren will go. ** hint hint hint**

tired tired.

tonight's gonna be so fun, we're going somehwere aint we? *wink wink*
gonna have much more time then =)

it'll never.

simple as that.

would you have thought it would be like this?
would you have picture today this way?
would you still say yes?

would you?

heartfelt song.

secretly i longed for the kind of passion i see two loving ones hold together.

i wish i wish and i wish, the kind of feeling i had onced submerged in will return.

wishes never come true,

do they?

precisely a choice.

i get irritated when it happens again.

i didnt know you're like this-

or rather i wouldnt picture you like that.

you're smart, but your EQ's rather low. it might sound mean, but i really think it that way.

you call and call, to no avail, but you still call.

you text like you're no man, i dont want to hurt you.

but sometimes to maintain my sanity i have no choice but to make things crystal clear.

never have i thought you're so clingy and frustrating.

i dont pick up- you call.

i dont reply- you text.

i delete you- you add me.

right now you're still calling. very very irritating.

we're quits, you know?

echo

It gets so empty sometimes,

that you can even hear echo when there's a hair line crack.

so empty hearted right now.

sometimes, when the sky looks like it'll never ever light up again,
remember to stop, and think about how to hide from the rain.
becos after the rain, the rainbow will be out again.

im sorry, for all that i have failed to accomplish,
for all that mistakes i made,
and all the chances i've missed.

the kind of love i require.
its exquistive.

we all have a long long way to move on.

SCARY. woo~

noisy little...

SO NOISY,
here's the blog post you want:
thank you for the food that you have been feeding me the past few days,
i am very sure that with your constant assisstance in helping me gain weight,
the tendency of me running away is really low- as i am going to be so so fat.

hahaha, and so much for sleeping at 12.
lets earn alot of moolah together and elope to somewhere, where ppl are less nasty,
and food is 50% discount everywhere, fat people are beautiful and highly sought after.

my infection's killing me.
somebody help me!!!

and there, you're talking to your mama right now while i am typing everything here.
so now you've got spongebob to play with, cuter than me uh?
fine.
goodnight. =)

my saturday

happy birthday singapore!

you're like what, 44 this year?

so old.hahaha

replaced my ez link card yesterday~ woo.

at least now i have some proper form of identification when i go out.

and i dont have to pay so much for travelling. NO MORE WALKING ERP.

went to register at SIM yesterday.

i gave them my really old secondary school photos.

the ones my face's round like the moon, so are the specs on my face- the frame's round.

and my hair's all tied up, even from the front.

hahaha.

my SIM card's sure gonna screw.

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you have big big questions in your head?

like what?

like why am i happy now, why am i happy with somebody else right now?

is it because you think it wrong to be happy?

you tell me to go.

from that point of time onwards,

you cant tell me which way to go.

dont spoil it.

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AND there,

im happy with marcus.

i'll be less grouchy in the morning- i promise.